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This Week

Busy weeks ahead of me, don’t mind if I share do you? Work has been keeping me busy for the last few weeks. Six and seven day shifts are common in the midst of spring break. Makes you forget that we are in a recession… well at least if you’re American. Most of our guests have been European, lousy tippers for the most part but fill me with that urge to go see the world. Started my application for SBS/1 In Kona Hawaii. ( thats ywameses for School of Biblical Studies) looks as if we found a nanny to go with us, Thanks Jesse, don’t forget your sunscreen. School starts September 24th. SBS is a required coarse for all of the Degree programs at University of the Nations, Joy and I figured we should knock this class out first… perhaps we will find which degree program we should enter into during this time. We need loads of money to get us there, if you wanna help buy some coffee from us…. Clicky Right Here. Shameless self-promotion I know, but you just can’t be bashful with these things. Kids are great! Isaac was dedicated on Easter at the Journey. Both of our families were there to support this decision. What a great time. Thanks Jenna for taking over the team this week. You rocked as usual, see you at your graduation. And I will leave you all with a thought, that is if you don’t mind… again… Don’t just build a good church, build a great city. Peace-

Time Change

What I really want to know is who hit the fast forward button on life? It’s almost depressing at times, only catching glimpses of things that time will never allow you to have back, If God is the kid with the magnifying glass burning ants then I would have to say that “time” is his “magnifying glass” and we are all victims to time. Just yesterday Haillie was a new born, today she is talking my ear off about princess’s and eating bagels, and somewhere within that hyperbolic day Isaac was born. He’s now laughing at Bob the Builder while feeding himself his own bottle. Every moment I have with my Kids is a precious moment, and I hate how those moments go as fast as they come. If there is one thing I have learned from this, it would be to savor each moment and to welcome the new ones, but by welcoming the new ones you must also welcome change, and with change you must accept Time.

At What Cost?


If there is one thing I find truly refreshing yet inconvenient all at once …that one thing would have to be those moments in which my character is challenged and I have that obligatory decision to change the way I have chosen to live and think. For so long I have turned a blind eye to pandemic issues that have plagued our societies and even worse…. our congregations. The Bible teaches that evil is rooted in the powers and structures of our societies as well as our hearts… Many of us have the inability to even recognize these evils.  It is ironic how we can easily acknowledge our personal sins, yet when it comes to recognizing the sins of the institutions we adhere to, we have seemingly turned a blind eye, buying into an ideology which on all accounts seems right yet is rooted in social sin. Somewhere within the margins, we have all become consumers in our own ways…forgetting that we are the ones to bring social justice to a world of inequity, we swallow what is pleasing to ourselves yet forget about…not just the big picture…but The picture.
Perhaps we have not understood the nature of social Sin that has taken over virtually everything from our governments to our churches. The men and women we elect to oversee our communities and nation sacrifice morality for the sake of relevance as the pulpit has become a tool of monetary gain, as if the budget is the say-all to the church’s success. In this matrix of madness we have abandoned a heart of social justice for a heart of narcissism. For many of us the phrase “Social Justice” has been lost in translation and has been minimized to programs and wrist- bands. Jim Wallis said …“ Often, we are involved in destructive social arrangements without being aware of it. We are barely conscious of the harm we inflict on others when it is done through the social institutions to which we belong.”  I have never thought of it like this before, but we must become keenly aware of what we are socially involved with. We justify and defend the social systems that have grasped our lives. There is something wrong when a church has to spend hundreds and thousands of dollars to “fill their seats,” yet neglect the fact there are people in their very community who are going to bed hungry…. the biggest travesty of it all is we choose to turn a blind eye and go on as if it doesn’t exist.
Gregory Baum suggests that “ we cling tenaciously to the beliefs and symbols that make our institutions seem right and good, and we easily over look the sin built into the system.”  At what cost will we sacrifice our duties as followers of The Way? At what cost will we continue to turn a blind eye to the social sin rooted within the institutions we have bought into? Now think…think about the girl who was molested…think about the mom who cannot afford to feed her children… or how about the homosexual who will die because of aids?…. have you thought about it? because that is what it will cost Us.
I will sign off with a challenge…a challenge first and foremost to myself, then to my pastor (I expect your feedback now, Doulos)- the challenge is this: go through a process of repentance then onto examining our conscience as individuals and social institutions. What will we learn from this? Jesus tells us we must make a complete change in the way we live and think…a life-style change… in order to be effective. If this means we must abandon the ideologies and protocols given to us by society…then so be it. If it means you must give up on what your heart tells you and do what Christ asks of you…than may you be blessed.
Keeping you on your toes one post at a time
Nathanael Ray Nielsen.

A Burden To Share

The Cross
There is something about the sound of morning traffic…it gives even the smallest of towns a big city feel. Don’t get me wrong, the overwhelming sights and sound of what appears to be a flash mob of late 80’s Datsuns braided into cowboy up pickup trucks, and the latest style M3’s can drive (pun intended) anyone into a raging fit. But for some uncanny reason, the latter elements are permissible in the morning hours. Perhaps though its not so mysterious…perhaps it gives that feeling of being Alive, and because I’m alive I have purpose.

The problem with finding our purpose in life is this. If our Purpose is not tandem with a burden then finding our purpose is like trying to fill a bucket without a bottom. You might be wondering why a burden fulfills our purpose, so let me clarify. First off any burden we try to carry on our own will ultimately destroy us, a burden is a responsibility sowed in us by God so that we may produce an outward expression of his heart and passions on this earth. That being said, God is the one to carry the weight of the burden.

In the first chapter of Nehemiah, we see a heavy burden expressed. Nehemiah’s burden was so heavy that it seeped from him and could not be hidden. He wanted to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, but even more His heart ached for his people to return God. This is such a beautiful example of God’s heart, passions, and, desires instilled into a man, I believe that God still operates in this very manner. God instills his desires into each and every one of us so that His desires become our desires and that those desires are used to change the face of this ever-changing world.

Burdens come in all forms and we are not going to all share the same burdens, that cold go with out saying. The challenge is this, to do something about it. If you have a burden to adopt battered and abused children…do it. If you feel the responsibility to take on child sex trafficking…do it. If you have the desire to move to a foreign country…act on it. Because, if you’re not outraged at what’s going on than you are not paying attention.

May we all be burdened with our father’s heart for his people.

Its rather amazing how easily our passions and desires are lost in the day to day. I have found that “being comfortable” has been one of the greatest tools that the enemy has used against us… Prosperity and the elegant life styles seems to be the mantra we hear from near and afar. From the time we are introduced to this world we’re indoctrinated with success…yet one can never really grasp the concept of it, but it always seems to boil down to whats “bigger and better”…what makes us more comfortable.

It saddens me that over the past few years I hear of people going to churches based on how “successful” the church is or is not. ( or at least appears to be.) We as the church have become incredibly self seeking and egotistical. Starting at one place and ending in another, constantly looking for the next fix…who has the biggest and the best, with the best lighting, where can I be entertained…where can I feel comfortable?  The Bride of Christ is not a damn dinner buffet, and it sickens me to see how I personally allowed my self to become the very root…picking and choosing what works for me, usually ending up in the dessert and coffee part of the buffet skipping all the healthy hearty stuff. We need a major wake up call, we need to understand that a church service is not about how we get catered to, but rather…Its about how we serve this world…even more our King.

It saddens me to see leaders of the church today base their success on how many chairs are filled rather than how many of those filled chairs are going out making an impact on the world. For the sake of our comfort we are offered “cheap grace” Bonhoeffer says it best when he wrote…”Cheap grace is the deadly enemy of our Church.” We have led people to believe that we are simply sinners who are forgiven yet costly grace  tells us that we are more then that, rather we are saints who have sinned. Grace is costly because it beckons us to follow Christ, to leave our nets behind.. and by doing this we forsake all comfort, all trend, and all modern views of success. a successful life can only be determined by how quick you are to say yes Lord. If the Lord asks you to quit your 100k year job to live in the bush, and you do…then my friend you have success that can never be taken from you.

Let me bring this back to myself now. My passions and desires have been stripped away one to many times for the sake of living a seemingly successful and comfortable life. Today I give that away yet again ,and no matter how crazy the world may think I am, I will pursue the burdens and the passions that are inherently given by my creator. It is that response to the call that I will find true success and comfort. May the same be for the rest of you…To say No Lord is a contradiction of terms.

Shalom.

“Give Satan an inch, and he’ll be a ruler”. As I read these words from a recent church marquee, I couldn’t help but to laugh and turn my car around to take a photo. I would pay big bucks to be in the congregational business meeting when the church was looking for a new evangelistic catch phrase to scroll across their marquee:

“The last order of business for this quarter’s business meeting consists of what will now fill our church marquee. Remember that people daily drive by the marquee and nearly wreck into the nativity scene contemplating how these evangelistic statements can be applied in their lives. Momentarily I’ll ask for a motion to vote so that I can then ask for a motion to vote between “Give Satan an inch, and he’ll be a ruler” versus “Prevent truth decay by brushing up on your Bible.”

Is this where the Church in America has come to? Where Christianity is seen and communicated through t-shirts and marquees. We don’t communicate our business projects, vacation plans, and political positions through marquees and t-shirts, so we don’t need to communicate our faith through such means.

The church in America has simply taken out the terminology of America and replaced it with its own terminology with a Christian twist. Christian bookstores are taking on the feel of a Super Wal-Mart, but without the food, except for the “testamints” and crucifix lollipops at the counter. Clothes, video games, toys, comic books, food, and music has been changed just enough for it to appear on the surface as Christian. From shirts branding “a bread crumb and fish” (see the likeness to Abercrobmie and Fitch) to Bibleman action figures to Majorvictory Superhero to Dance Praise video games.


Having Christian clothes, toys, comic books, and video games aren’t bad things in themselves. But does it make Christianity relevant to the rest of society? And what is our motive in creating Christian super heroes?

In essence, the church has separated itself from America and created its own culture by putting a slight Christian twist to clothing, video games, toys, comic books, food and music. It has stated through its actions that it doesn’t want to be a part of culture, but rather create it’s own culture. It has become a “Christian pop culture” that is disconnected from the rest of society.

What are the implications of Christianity creating it’s own culture? First of all, culture can closely be defined as a group of people that are defined by their language, politics, customs, beliefs, etc. With this in mind, a Christian culture would be one in which the language, politics, customs, and beliefs are heavily Christian. Although it may not be wrong having Christianity mixed with these things, there is something starkly wrong when Christianity exists in a culture by removing itself from that culture and creating its own culture. This is how much of the Christian church in America exists: in its own Christian sub culture.

In this Christian sub culture, Christianity becomes exclusive. Rather than having a warm and fuzzy community feel to it, the church feels more like a cold and stuck up country club. Christians pay their dues, abide by the enforced rules created by the committee that oversees all the other committees, make people come to them, dress and talk with a certain distinction, participate in private social events, and regard their fellow country clubbers as “we” and “us” and those on the outside as “them”. What would our reaction be if a scruffy older man walked in during a church service carrying a 40-ounce Bacardi or if two younger female partners walked in together while holding hands? Just as Americans feel uncomfortable visiting another country, similarly do the un-churched feel uncomfortable visiting a church.

What is our motive for creating a Christian sub culture, whether we’ve created it consciously or unconsciously? Is it a motive of love? Sacrifice? Pride? Self-righteousness? Comfort? It could be a number of different motives. It could be a motive of comfort where we live among our kind, avoiding at all costs confrontation with others that may make us feel uncomfortable. It could be a motive of self-righteousness, where we want people to take notice of our external Christianity, so they see how spiritual we are. And it may be a motive of pride, where we see ourselves as superior to those around us. Whatever our motive is, it’s hard to believe that it could be a motive of love as Jesus demonstrated.

Can you imagine Jesus running the neighborhood Christian gift shop while wearing pleated pants, loafers, and a t-shirt saying “1 savior + 3 nails = 4given”? Don’t get me wrong; I’m not saying that Jesus would be meandering around in his Leisure Toga. I personally think Jesus would mix some old school with new school, rocking Reebok Pumps with a popped collar. However, that is beside the point. The point is that it is unmistakable that Jesus’ life on earth was motivated by love.

One of the best examples of Jesus’ love and his association to those he didn’t even know, comes from Mark 6:30-44. In this account, Jesus sees a crowd of people that has just run from several surrounding towns in order to see him. Upon seeing them he is moved with compassion. The actual word for compassion is a deep feeling of pity, likened to a yearning or movement within the bowels (“bowels” certainly isn’t the word I would prefer to use but it’s what the Greeks and Jesus chose to use, so if you’re insulted because of my impropriety you can blame the Greeks or Jesus). Jesus’ so-called successors, also known as his disciples, told Jesus to just send them home. The disciples said this with it already being late and right after they had just spent solitary time with Jesus. They had been by themselves all day and without even spending a moment with the people, they tell Jesus to send them off. Not only did Jesus not send them away, but he met their physical need and spiritual need. He taught them and then he fed them.

So who are you in this account? Jesus or the disciples? If you say you’re Jesus then you’re lying because if Christians imitated Jesus’ example in this account then there would be an attraction to Christianity in America, but there is not. When was the last time you saw Christians being depicted as loving. Christians have been depicted as protesters, politicians, and moralists, while atheist celebrities are the ones being depicted as loving.

The challenge then is to recapture the love of Christ. We will never be able to recapture that love until we stop living out of our own Christian sub culture and start spending time with Christ and with people. C.S. Lewis said it well when he stated: “Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.” Let us be a people who reveal ourselves fully, and better yet, reveal Christ fully.

By: Spencer Spellman

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I find myself

continuously caught between the threshold of this world and the Kingdom of God. I see so many people who simply use Christ and his gospel as some analgesic effect, wanting to engage and change this world but when push comes to shove words hardly become action.

     Allow me to take this time to confess that I too am guilty of this motionless rhetoric. I find myself expressing a deep wanting to see this community and world change but end up indulging in apathy and vindication. The only way I have found to break this cycle is by starting in the small. It’s the small and subtlety of this life that makes it enjoyable. For example, I find so much enjoyment out of a good beer. Lately- a Mother Ship Wit (Mat Jenkins would argue this and say Sierra Nevada Summer Fest, but I would say rubbish). There is something about the simplicity of Life: A cold drink at the end of a hot day, a conversation with close friends, reconciling with old ones, a kiss with your lover, or an embrace from your child- It’s these moments that force me to my knees and accept that God has indeed met me. 

     So now I am left here to wonder many things. I have observed countless atrocities within the church, but it does not make me love her any less. I wonder how we can speak about going out into the world as ambassadors of the Kingdom yet neglect the very community in which we live. I ponder how we can concern ourselves with issues of social justice across the oceans yet fail to embrace the child in need standing right in front of us. I am left puzzled as to how we can blame our pastors and elders, our churches and small groups for not doing this, that and the other thing when the entire time it was our idleness, our languor and dispassion that left us with the void within our communities, that brought us to a place of consumerism, and even worse, brought us to a place of objectionable expectations. O Lord, forgive us for this and bring us out from these shadows we have cast.

 

If Community

is simply getting together just for the sake of unifying than we have created a misnomer of the term. We tend to fall in love with the thought of community and unification between people, but never fully understanding what we solicit when it comes down to it. To better understand community you have to look at it in degrees.

First you have your international Community, this one does not explaining. It is was it is. Any one who lives on this planet is automatic in their role of community.

Secondly you have your community, this is where we live. This is our cities, towns, and our villages. This setting provides you with a multi faceted group of people’s of different faiths, philosophies, goals and dreams. This list goes on. Simply put all the people living in a particular area or place.

Thirdly you have your Suburban communities. This includes districts, regions, zones, and areas. Within this you find your immigrant community, this can be best described as your groups, bodies, circle, clique, or faction.

Fourth, you have a very fine microscopic community. This one is called your monastic community. A monastic can be best described as a brotherhood, fraternity or sorority. Also a congregation, abbey, or convent can fall into this model.

Trying to fabricate unity and community is to create a false pretense. Community will happen despite our truest most honest efforts. God will knit together the proper DNA that he wishes to see. We cannot allow ourselves to latch onto the idea of community and sanction ourselves to be swayed by words and passions of man. The caveat is not found without warrant. Do not fall in love with the mere idea of community. It will destroy the very thing you work for. Dietrich Bonhoeffer said it best.

“The person who loves their dream of community will destroy community – even if their intentions are ever so earnest – but the person who loves those around them will create community.”

-Bonhoeffer

We don’t have to go out and try to create unity and community, It’s already there we just have to open up and love. If Community is something you have to create than it is merely a false community reaching to achieve only the temporal. So next time you complain about there not being community look to your left and than to your right, if you don’t find it there than perhaps the lack of community is what is reflecting back at you.

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     Complaining is the easy part,

its actually doing something that sets apart the mice and the men. When my wife and I became apart of a church plant, it was because we wanted to see a lot less talk and a lot more action (sing it with me.) Once again it’s easier said than done. Sure we have “trophy’s” to show of our Success’s, but I have come to realize that it’s not about the trophy’s but rather the failures that mean the most. Those times of success can only be contributed to what we learned in our failure. Failure almost acts as our Proxy. I know it seems weird that I would treasure failure over success but I have learned so much through this concept. In this day and age we like to rate success as to how big our Church is, how many chairs are filled, and how many programs we can cram into 52 weeks. You hear dialogues that revolve around “building Community” yet when it comes down to it no one is willing to pick up the phone and start. Its such a false dichotomy that has been created. 

     We all know humanity is messy,

and we all know spirituality is even messier, you affix the two together and you have quite the undertaking to look forward to. Because of this messiness we are subject to we have allowed seeds of fear to be planted within our heart and soul thus allowing our response to what really matters be diluted with complaining and back biting. It truly is a bitter sweet. So to conclude my thoughts I would say that complaining enables you from going out there and failing forward to achieve success. In other words lets stop complaining and lets do something, even if that means failing.

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Ethos

noun

    The thought processes characteristic of an individual or group.It’s interesting to think about how we make our decisions. How the environment we live in, the people we allow to pour into us make up so much of who we think we are and what the world is and should be. I believe because of this normality is purely a thought and should only be considered fantasy.I was having a political conversation with a man at the gym today. He began to share with me his feelings about socialized medicine and about how much it has failed in the countries that it has been implemented in. My response was based purely on my own experiences and conversations with friends that I have living in socialized governments. I responded by saying how much my friends enjoyed socialized medicine and how the care he gets is just as good as here. His response back to me was when a bear in the zoo grows up in a cage and is than let out after many years of living in that cage it returns back to the captivity because thats all it knows. I responded by saying could you not think the same about us, that the cage we are bound to has given us the perceptions that we hold today and upon being let out and having freedom we simply return to our cages? Is this the Ethos of America? The ending of his thought was that he simply didn’t want to pay to have socialized medicine. This got me thinking again about how we raise such a stink about having to help people yet we are willing to spend close to 3 trillion dollars on a war that is flat out wrong. We don’t even bat an eye at the fact that our taxes are funding something that is getting innocent men woman and children killed. Yes there are terrorists, but Jesus also said if we are to live by the sword than we die by the sword. Is this the Ethos of America?I want to have an ethos that reflects the heart and passion of Christ. I want to dwell with a people that are more concerned about the effects of sin on a generation than whether or not we should put a fence up at the boarder, or allow gay’s in at church. I want to live in a country that is about bettering peoples lives rather than making up more programs and institutions for financial gain. I want to be apart of an ethos that is relevant to the ministry of Jesus Christ. A no strings attached ethos, a pure ethos, a new ethos.